I cannot remember what any of my ex boyfriends look like.
When I realized this, I cried for three days,
because I know this means that one day you
will forget the way I say orange and my middle name
and the color of my eyes.
When we parted ways,
we promised to never erase one another
from our memories.
I can feel you forgetting me.
My skin feels so heavy. I am so afraid.
I never knew love could hurt this badly.